Revisiting

I was looking back over my previous posts. My first thought, when did I become so bloody depressing? I suppose the reason I created this blog for everything I feel but it's entirely negative. It is scaring me. I am an optimist, I hold on to hope way past logic. But this means that I get let down so much more. My friend Laura asks some important questions about the ability to be happy. Although they remain unanswered. If I could answer them I would. Maybe time will tell...