Tuesday, 24 January 2012
Monday, 23 January 2012
Beautiful.
I've just had an amazingly uplifting revelation. Right now at this very second I feel beautiful, yes beautiful. That adjective us girls find so bloody hard to achieve and/or accept. Not because somebody has told me I am, I don't need anyone to. (Not saying I wouldn't mind though). To be honest I'm sun burnt, bruised, and bleeding due to a day spent at the wharf. Sitting on my bed with the laptop, not an ounce of make-up, just chillin' in my pj's. So traditionally wise why should I feel gorgeous? Because every part of my body aches, a tired ache that I know I have worked for. Because every aspect of my life is far from flawless, and yet at the same time it's perfect. Simply, because I feel real. And nobody can take that away from me.
The peculiar thing is I was insulted repeatedly today, sure the guy who did is a pathetic excuse for a human being, yet it usually hurts right? No, not today. Today I don't give a shit. Today I'm not going to bother being insecure. Today I am happy. And I'm going to accept that with open arms.
The peculiar thing is I was insulted repeatedly today, sure the guy who did is a pathetic excuse for a human being, yet it usually hurts right? No, not today. Today I don't give a shit. Today I'm not going to bother being insecure. Today I am happy. And I'm going to accept that with open arms.
Tuesday, 17 January 2012
Lazy Ol' Me
God I haven't posted in so long. Although I was on holiday without an Internet connection so I believe that is a completely legit excuse. For once in my life I don't have a fucking clue what to write about but I shall start with saying Happy New Years to all my readers. I know just a couple of weeks late :p
To be honest I don't like New Years resolutions. It always seems like people's resolutions are about giving up something. Although admittedly I do have a few things I want to achieve this year. The first and the most fulfilling is to write 'more'. Unfortunately this is a tad vague so I shall put a number on it, say to write 100 pieces by my birthday. The second is to make the most delicious lasagna known to man (or in other words myself). The third is to complete grade 4 on the piano, I am currently working on grade 3 so this is rather a big ask but if I want to be I can be incredibly determined. The fourth is to try to learn how to keep my big mouth shut, it got me into trouble in so many situations last year. And finally the fifth is to be the girlfriend that Jesse deserves. He makes me so very happy and I want to do the same for him.
So here goes 2012, bring it on! I'm a girl who knows what she wants and I don't care what you throw at me. I shall do all I can to get it. I know I am strong enough to handle anything whether it be heart-break or earthquake. I have faith in myself and those who care about me.
To be honest I don't like New Years resolutions. It always seems like people's resolutions are about giving up something. Although admittedly I do have a few things I want to achieve this year. The first and the most fulfilling is to write 'more'. Unfortunately this is a tad vague so I shall put a number on it, say to write 100 pieces by my birthday. The second is to make the most delicious lasagna known to man (or in other words myself). The third is to complete grade 4 on the piano, I am currently working on grade 3 so this is rather a big ask but if I want to be I can be incredibly determined. The fourth is to try to learn how to keep my big mouth shut, it got me into trouble in so many situations last year. And finally the fifth is to be the girlfriend that Jesse deserves. He makes me so very happy and I want to do the same for him.
So here goes 2012, bring it on! I'm a girl who knows what she wants and I don't care what you throw at me. I shall do all I can to get it. I know I am strong enough to handle anything whether it be heart-break or earthquake. I have faith in myself and those who care about me.
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