This is what I intend to use this blog for. I thought I would make this blog before life got overly complicated, a way of comprehending the unexpected one post at a time. Hopefully it will allow me to wallow in my own selfishness without feeling guilty.
So where shall I start? Not that I have millions of problems that are all vying for attention. Just where should I begin? Sometimes I feel so very insignificant, not one in a billion. Just one OF a billion. But who am I to complain? Aren't we all?
But that's not what I want right now. At this very moment I want to smile. Not just a movement of the jaw but a smile that reaches and embraces my entire being. I've given up on being happy, no I'm not depressed. I've only realised that the emotion 'happy' is far too simple to describe who I am. Maybe it's a sad thought but it's the truth. So readers (although I doubt there are any of you) I am just wondering if that is an unfair thing to ask? Be truly honest, am I being obnoxious?
I shall endevour to explain. That is what all of this is for.
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