I am sorry. My blog has been neglected majorly. And I do not have an excuse either. Just enjoying the holidays. Today I spent the majority of tha day with Jesse. And before you ask, no nothing happened. Surprisingly I wouldn't have it any other way. It's just nice to know that he actually wants to get to know me entirely. That is a first for me.
To prevent myself from going all 'mushy' I shall change the subject.
I haven't been expressing my opinions much lately, so here goes. Storme, I'm all for change but it can only have an effect to a certain extent. No change in appearance, no name change is going to fundamentally change how you think, how you act, how you react, what you say, what you believe is important in life and what is not. In other words what makes you who you are. I know you are not happy with who you are. Are you sure this is the way to deal with that? If you are, well that is your decision and you have every right to do so. I admit that I may be wrong, however may I have the right to question. Keep in mind I am open to anything that helps.
I don't want to change because I want to change how I think, I want to change because I can, and I'm sick of being plain.
ReplyDeleteYou, plain? Holy fuck no!!! But if that is what you really want then I'm all for it :)
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