I Have Never Been So Afraid Of Posting...

Words are my enemies. Every time I open my mouth to voice my good for nothing opinion before the words have even left my tongue they have offended someone. More often than not someone I truly care about. I am sick of apologizing for thinking. I don't want to imagine the amount of hate I am going to receive for that statement. But I've dug myself a hole that has caved in on me, so who gives a fuck? I give up. I can't do this anymore. Someone please cut out my tongue, cut off my fingers. Maybe then no one will experience pain from my wrong doing. I wish I was still the little girl who was scared to be herself. As only my fears have been confirmed. I want to give up thinking, thinking hurts. I can't though, that would be giving up me.