I haven't been able to stop smiling. It is silly to think that anyone let alone any guy should have this affect on me. Who am I to complain? However from being single for so long I realize you do not wish to hear about this. Jealousy is an awful emotion. What I'm really trying to say is have hope. Do your absolute best to not let your doubts get better of you. Listen to me spiel on. Pathetic really.
Yesterday my friends and I walked in on I would say if she was to let me a good friend of mine crying. She told me how she feels so excluded in terms of how she acts and feels around us. Inferior as she doesn't feel "teenagery". I would never describe myself as a confident person, I've just slowly learnt how to not exactly not care what others think but to not let their opinions influence how I feel about myself. Of course there are exceptions, as there is in everything but it is probably the most useful and hardest lesson I have ever learnt. I am incredibly insecure so believe me when I say it can be done. All you need is determination, hope and a friend to continue to help you in any possible way. So dear friend if you give me the permission to be that person, I would gladly. Remember I will be there, and this goes to anyone of my friends also.
That is all.
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